just to keep everyone in the loop, lucy had her upper lip surgery on thursday - this was to repair the work done in china and to connect the two muscles into one - the surgery went well, she is home recovering, but we are sad. she is so swollen and it hurts to see her like this. we cannot even tell what she will really look like 'in the end' - but we are nervous for her. she had such a cute, beautiful little smile, we loved her little fat lip - yes, we know it had to be done, but its tough to think of that when she is all stitched up and bleeding. poor lil bugger. i am not sure we even want to show any photos of her right now.
not to be selfish, but i had to steal some of her thunder.. i have had hiccups for 7 days now. day and night, every 6 seconds. they went from being funny to suicidal. at times, i feel like i am losing my mind here. they hurt. to no end hurt. i spent the night in the ER onthursday, so we brought lucy home and i went to the hospital in her place. got some meds, but they are still here. i have moments of calm, no hiccups. i think of the days and times i wasted when i didnt have them. like relecting back on my life from my deathbed or something. i am telling you, they are driving me crazy.
so yeah, good times in the house of bevacqua.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
UGGHH!! Little Monster.
Bad day. My headache is HUGE. My house is a mess. It looks like a beautiful day outside but I would not know.
Lucy has been very challenging for me, so much so I wish I was at work rather than home, like forever. I think it is 'funny' when people ask how my day off was because I am mentally and physically exhausted by nap time and today - NO NAP. I think I only broke down in tears 3 or 4 times today. Is it normal to feel your heartbeat in your fingertips?
Lucy is more than a handful for me. She will not sit and play or sit and watch a movie or let me sit. :( I think I need a full time helper because I literally feel like I am losing myself. I can not remember the last time I actually thought about something for more than 5 minutes.
Tomorrow on my 'day off'. OT Evaluation one hour 11 am- Speech Therapy 45 minutes 2:00- Mind u somehow my house has to be put back together by tonight for the visitors. Oh and our dishwasher is completely and officially dead. I guess I could do as my MIL told me to do' clean all your dishes right after you dirty them'. Now if that was not the cherry on top I don't know what is.
Poor me right? Well, I was just letting everyone know in case I did not awake in the morning due to exhaustion or a stroke of some sort. These would be the reasons. Bad Day.
Lucy has been very challenging for me, so much so I wish I was at work rather than home, like forever. I think it is 'funny' when people ask how my day off was because I am mentally and physically exhausted by nap time and today - NO NAP. I think I only broke down in tears 3 or 4 times today. Is it normal to feel your heartbeat in your fingertips?
Lucy is more than a handful for me. She will not sit and play or sit and watch a movie or let me sit. :( I think I need a full time helper because I literally feel like I am losing myself. I can not remember the last time I actually thought about something for more than 5 minutes.
Tomorrow on my 'day off'. OT Evaluation one hour 11 am- Speech Therapy 45 minutes 2:00- Mind u somehow my house has to be put back together by tonight for the visitors. Oh and our dishwasher is completely and officially dead. I guess I could do as my MIL told me to do' clean all your dishes right after you dirty them'. Now if that was not the cherry on top I don't know what is.
Poor me right? Well, I was just letting everyone know in case I did not awake in the morning due to exhaustion or a stroke of some sort. These would be the reasons. Bad Day.
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