I really missed her today. I have so many thoughts about gotcha day and bringing her home and her falling in love with her new family. I know that I need to stop but... I am her mom already in my heart and it is really hard. (not to be sappy here but sad times call for it)
Imagine being 9 months pregnant and the doctor tells you that your baby will not come for 2 or 3 more years!!! Are you kidding me? You would go crazy. Yaa, those are my shoes. I do not see how it will be any faster. Simple math.
I had remained very optimistic, it is getting really hard to continue that. Certain goals we had are needing to be rearranged. Looks like I could be 37 yrs old before we get her. I am not happy about that at all.
Any ways I needed to vent a little bit. Go ahead and throw that party for us. Pity Party. boo.
Thanks for sympathizing Penelope!