My Lucy. Now that I have some time to reflect, a lot, I have been thinking about just how much I love my little girl. Since my brain will explode in about 2minutes and counting, I need to be quick. She is just the sweetest kid in the universe. I have complete strangers telling me they know her and how much she means to them. When I was praying for mommy hood, I prayed that my girl, whoever she was, would have a good heart. A heart full of love and goodness. My prayers have been answered. She is my caretaker. If I have tears, which I don't usually want her to see, she dries them. She will tell me I will feel better soon, it just takes time. She will cover me up in my blankets, bring me drinks and sing to me. I love my Lucy soooo much. Fearing that I would not be here for her through all the years, has been freaking me out a lot lately. I know that nobody else in the world loves her as much as me and would protect her from the meanies out there in the world. Nobody else would know how to talk to her when things arent going right. Read to her the way I do and dance with her in our spot in the living room. She writes I love you and draws the cutest pics of people. I have scraps of them everywhere because I just don't want to throw any of them away. I have loved her will all my heart since I first laid eyes on her. I will always be honest with her and know we will be an amazing mommy daughter team foreva! Ok , the concussion is kicking in and I have to get off this contraption. I Wish i Could post some pics of our beautiful wonderful baby girl. Yes i know she is 5! Until then!